I think that I am best at creative writing. I am good at
creating a story in my head and putting it down in writing. I am not very good
at summarizing things or analyzing them. I like to write things that I would
want to read. I love reading nonfiction, but anything on a serious topic that I
am not interested in isn’t going to happen. It is the same thing with my
writing. If I am not interested in the type of writing we are doing or the
topic it is over, than I will have a very hard time writing it. A good example
of this was one day in physics class our teacher made us summarize a science
article. Most of the articles were really boring and hard to read let along
summarize. I struggled with trying to finish this assignment. This can lead to
several other problems. I either don’t make sense, I ramble through several
different topics, or I repeat things frequently. I am also good at writing
speeches and summarizing articles for speech. It helped that most of the
articles were over things that were at least sort of interesting since we didn’t
want a boring news/radio show. Usually these were on topics that I enjoyed, but
not all of them were enjoyable. They took longer than my creative writing
though because I wanted to get everything just right and I wanted them to be
really good. I also have this problem that if we are supposed to analyze
something and I don’t understand the reading or the assignment, I make things
up. I started this in high school because I decided that I would rather turn in
something horrible than have it be late. I also hate going back over things
that I write. I have three problems with this. First if I do it too early than
I get caught up in fixing things and I don’t finish what I am trying to write.
I also get distracted when I am typing if those lines appear under words that
says they are wrong which leads me back to my first problem. I big example of
this happening was when I was in Creative Writing class and was working on this
semester long story. I never managed to finish it because I kept going back to
make sure it sounded write and I was punctuating correctly. My last problem is
that I am horrible at figuring out what is wrong with my writing or anyone else’s.
I have hard time remembering where commas and things go and don’t go.
I frequently suffer from being distracted while writing.
A lot of the time it is grammar and making sure that my sentences sound
alright. I also spend time trying to figure the difference between certain
words like effect & affect and then & than. I am better at this than I
used to be, but it still can be hard for me since I still am not always sure
what context certain words are used. I also am horrible at limiting my sentence
length and my paragraph length. I am not always where I should turn one
sentence into two. I also am not always good at judging where I change topic
and create a new paragraph. For the longest time my stories were just one long
paragraph. I don’t have that problem anymore unless it is like a paper or
something where there isn’t any people talking. I know when I am writing a
story that I should start a new paragraph when someone new talks which makes it
much easier than say a research paper.
I am horrible at preparing to write a paper. I am the
worst at preparing research papers because I haven’t had that much practice. I
think I did one or two research papers in high school. It was pretty easy then
because we always had a long time to do them and there was due dates for each
section. We would turn in our research at certain time, our rough draft at a
certain time, and our final draft at the end of the semester. I also had a hard
time getting the appropriate number of pages for the research paper. I had a
big problem with this my senior year when I wrote a research paper on genetically
modified organisms. I had to do a lot of extra research just so I could get a
seven page paper. I also sometimes have the opposite problem. If I am really
passionate about something I can go on forever. I have done this twice when I
was giving speeches. I had a speech for speech class on a TV show I like that
was supposed to be about seven minutes long and it ended up being about twelve
minutes long. The other speech I did for leadership class and it was supposed
to be between ten and fifteen minutes long. It turned into a twenty minute
speech. If I am really into a topic than I feel like everything I find is
important and it HAS to be in the speech. So it’s a good thing that a get
passionate I just need to work on toning it down so I can edit it better. Overall
I think my writing could just use a lot of work and I actually think that this
paper just helps prove that fact.
I'm smiling as I read this, Kaitlin, only because I understand from experience almost all of those difficulties, and we can work with them. You'd be surprised how much of that is just the way writing is, all on it's own--how much it is not just you who has these challenges. You just have a better grip on knowing what they are then many writers, so you're ahead.
ReplyDeleteFor one, you can't be too terrible of a writer because I got through your entire piece without every noticing and grammar or punctuation that was glaring. Actually I didn't notice any at all. Your sentence lengths were fine. What I did hear was you--you as a writer who has something to say, who is aware of herself and her writerly context. That is the first and most important part, anyway, and you've got it.
For the rest, let's work on it. I have some ideas. If you want to come to my office hours sometime (or we could make an appointment if those times don't work) then it might be easier to talk it through in person. I"m a list/category sort of person. When I can't figure stuff out, I map it out one step at a time, then try and figure out what can be done to the process to make it work better. It has to work for the person who is experiencing the trouble, and the answer is not learning everything and doing it perfectly. Mostly what you've got are writing process conundrums, and I love trying to figure those out! (Not to minimize your misery in writing--I hear you, and I get it--but I think you might be pleasantly surprised at can grow in a lot of ways this semester that aren't as painful as you expect.
Kudos for putting it all out there!